Give me a break..!!....

hmm... today i am registering for my courses in Environmental engineering. For all those who do not know, i took atransfer from chemical engineering to environmental engineering this semester.. Well this was not a smooth tranfer and caused a lot of confusion and anger in my department because they could not see the reason why i was leaving chmical.. or to put it straight they think i have some hidden agenda which i am not disclosing.. . Everything was going on wrong everywhere but then things just fall into place at the right time for me always so i did not take any tension as such. Why MS??? this was a question i always had in my mind now why environmental and not chemical... why am i wasting my time??? why am i transfering even though i loose 6 credits..huh well these are the questions i have been asking myself and trying to give a good explanation to everyone... about my random decision. but to tell seriously i do not know myself !! sometimes in life we need to take decision which we feel good about just going by instincts. Nobody believes in the fact that i dont think about anything anytime and i just do it. This was the first major decision reagarding me which i made myself . I always did what i was told to. To start with i never wanted to be an engineer i wanted to go to arts!! but i was joined in a MPC batch in a very stupid inter college where i was never allowed to do what i wanted.They always dictated how i shoud be studying and what i should be doing... seriously i stopped caring for waht i was studying because i was not learning anything there . i was just supposed to be doing mechanically what i was told to which was not my cup of tea. then i wanted to do architecture and i applied for that and lo! i got it in JNTU which is a good university but then again i was pushed into chemical engineering saying i'll graduate in 4 yrs comparedto 5 years i had to put up in arch... after that i stopped taking my life seriously.. jo bhi hoga dekha jayega .